Wednesday in the Sparrow’s Perch
is a day unlike any other. There is
such an air of expectation of what will happen during the evening service. Even if the day before didn't go as I
planned, or tomorrow looks bleak and unrewarding, Wednesday night always holds
the promise of fellowship with brothers and sisters in the Lord. No matter how I might have failed to live up
to my own expectations of how I should reflect Christ, the redeemer of my soul
is there to embrace me. I know He loves
me, and ever intercedes for me. Those
things that fold me up in the middle and cause me to groan in waves of sorrow
are soothed away by His healing hand.
Shutting down the computer, and
closing the door to my office on Wednesday mornings is one of the hardest
things I do. The gentle, and feathery
touch of the Savior drawing me under his wing, is so soothing, it’s easy to
fall asleep in Him. Outside my window,
the hustle and bustle of Babylon is beginning to push against the stillness I
feel under the Savior’s wing. Here in
the warmth of the Savior’s love, I can watch the fever pitch drive for ‘more’
and be assured that where I am, is all the ‘more’ I need. Still, I must leave the Holy of Holies, and
fly out past the outer court into the fray of the battle. I know what wrestles within me, is the
desire to see the Kingdom of God come to this world. The Epic Journey doesn't allow me to linger for long within the
soft confines of the Savior’s embrace.
After I am soothed, warmed, and my wounds dressed, I will have to go back
into the roar of Babylon. He has made
me to be more than a conqueror, and in the power of His might, I will
overcome. He has promised He would
never forsake me, and I know He won’t, because I mean everything to Him. I
think what causes me to breathe hard and feel the racing of my heart, is that I
want Him to know He’s everything to me.
Wednesdays and Sundays are the
days I celebrate knowing I’m not alone.
I draw strength from those who are just like me, who want to somehow
convey to the Creator of heaven, and earth, that He’s everything to them.
Well, it’s time to shut down the
computer, turn off the lights, and go make some money. I’ll return this evening with an expectation
that His Spirit will be exponentially more powerful than I feel him this
morning.
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